Amused

a college campus is quite amusing, socially awkward individual, dry joke, words used like cooly wooly; college life is filled with all sorts of fun and interesting things. i say thank goodness for friends and some small pleasures (like number o2 pencils, and puzzles in the library) because if not idk if i could deal with it. i sometimes become annoyed when someone looks for help and finds very little of it, i encourage my fellow man to be more patient and helpful when assisting others.

Living Testimony

this week has been student week of prayer, what that means is students are preaching every night of this week and sharing their testimony and what God has done in their lives. today this young girl talked about her life and that at the age of 20 she was diagnosed with cancer; she was explaining that she was a health science major and a fitness nut, but all that health didn't save her from getting sick. she went on to tell her story about finding out that she was going to gain weight (which she did 25 pounds) and that she was going to get sick from all the chemo.

she lost all her hair she didn't have any of her friends in her time of need and worst of all she was told she wasn't going to be able to have children. so recap, now at 21 she had no hair, was overweight, had to leave school, spend 5 days in the hospital and had no friends for support and the cherry on top she couldn't have any children, her ovaries were taken out and they put her through menopause. in all of this she said to herself why me, why me???? God why me? but she realized in the end God was there and she not knowing why her, she focused on for what God?
what is your purpose your mission. and listening to her testimony, i think her story can be a lesson to all when we go through the fire, and life has taken everything from us, our hopes and dreams our plans for the future its good to know you can still have hope because God will love you no matter what and has a PLAN for your life. so be encouraged brothers and sisters, and remember do your daily devotionals.

late night decision!

so looking in the mirror and talking to one of my girlfriends led me to make the decision to cut my already long side bangs to full-frontal bangs:) im happy i did it, i look in the mirror and dont see myself but maybe its needed im young and foolish so why not let this be the time to try weird things with my look; so full-frontal bang welcome.

Italy, Italy, Italy!!!!!

for the last two years my heart has been set on going to Italy to study aboard, but for he last two year i was unable due to financial difficulties. now my heart has had some time to grieve this sad situation and although my heart still aches from the massive session of breaking i have somehow been more at peace with myself (hence why now that there is now some peace life find a way to remind me). its like a car you never knew existed and now you see it everywhere, or like a person you never met and now they are always around, that is Italy, i cant go through a week without seeing the word, hearing someone talk about it or any other way that information can be expressed. is it a sign? or just torment? i long for a place I've never been. all i can do is just sit and wait to see what the next year brings for me and hope Italy is somewhere in that equation.

New Semester!!!

i set up my classes to start later in the day and so far i have no job so it seemed like a breeze, until i have to add a difficult class for 8am and now am on the job search, i wish school was different. God please be with me this semester.