late night decision!

so looking in the mirror and talking to one of my girlfriends led me to make the decision to cut my already long side bangs to full-frontal bangs:) im happy i did it, i look in the mirror and dont see myself but maybe its needed im young and foolish so why not let this be the time to try weird things with my look; so full-frontal bang welcome.

Italy, Italy, Italy!!!!!

for the last two years my heart has been set on going to Italy to study aboard, but for he last two year i was unable due to financial difficulties. now my heart has had some time to grieve this sad situation and although my heart still aches from the massive session of breaking i have somehow been more at peace with myself (hence why now that there is now some peace life find a way to remind me). its like a car you never knew existed and now you see it everywhere, or like a person you never met and now they are always around, that is Italy, i cant go through a week without seeing the word, hearing someone talk about it or any other way that information can be expressed. is it a sign? or just torment? i long for a place I've never been. all i can do is just sit and wait to see what the next year brings for me and hope Italy is somewhere in that equation.

New Semester!!!

i set up my classes to start later in the day and so far i have no job so it seemed like a breeze, until i have to add a difficult class for 8am and now am on the job search, i wish school was different. God please be with me this semester.

Exams

Today was an early one. Up at 7 to study. To some 7am isn't that early but any one who knows me knows I dont do early. My first exam wasn't as easy as I was hoping. With 2 exams left (one today and one tomorrow) all I can think about is sleep. Ahhhhhhh I want my mommy! !!!

New Year Wishes...

i have a couple of New Year Resolutions pending.
1. Personal relationship with God
2. Weight
3. School
4. personal goals, and dreams
5. etc..................

Sara Bareilles - King Of Anything

i love this song so much right now

missing home.

as finals week approaches all i can think of is home. all i want to do is sleep, eat and spend time with my family. i dont want to write papers, or take tests. God give me the strength and will power to end strong.