Craft time!

i have been inspired lately to work on hair accessories. since i spend a lot of money on my hair accessories i thought i should do some D.I.Y. projects. its been fun, although nothing comes out perfect i like it.

my plans

what i want for my life

so cute

i so want this hair cut

Procrastination

why is it at this time of the school year i am barely giving 25%, grrrrrr i have one more year left and these classes are super important i need to find the motivation. i need to give atleast 100%.

Amused

a college campus is quite amusing, socially awkward individual, dry joke, words used like cooly wooly; college life is filled with all sorts of fun and interesting things. i say thank goodness for friends and some small pleasures (like number o2 pencils, and puzzles in the library) because if not idk if i could deal with it. i sometimes become annoyed when someone looks for help and finds very little of it, i encourage my fellow man to be more patient and helpful when assisting others.

Living Testimony

this week has been student week of prayer, what that means is students are preaching every night of this week and sharing their testimony and what God has done in their lives. today this young girl talked about her life and that at the age of 20 she was diagnosed with cancer; she was explaining that she was a health science major and a fitness nut, but all that health didn't save her from getting sick. she went on to tell her story about finding out that she was going to gain weight (which she did 25 pounds) and that she was going to get sick from all the chemo.

she lost all her hair she didn't have any of her friends in her time of need and worst of all she was told she wasn't going to be able to have children. so recap, now at 21 she had no hair, was overweight, had to leave school, spend 5 days in the hospital and had no friends for support and the cherry on top she couldn't have any children, her ovaries were taken out and they put her through menopause. in all of this she said to herself why me, why me???? God why me? but she realized in the end God was there and she not knowing why her, she focused on for what God?
what is your purpose your mission. and listening to her testimony, i think her story can be a lesson to all when we go through the fire, and life has taken everything from us, our hopes and dreams our plans for the future its good to know you can still have hope because God will love you no matter what and has a PLAN for your life. so be encouraged brothers and sisters, and remember do your daily devotionals.

late night decision!

so looking in the mirror and talking to one of my girlfriends led me to make the decision to cut my already long side bangs to full-frontal bangs:) im happy i did it, i look in the mirror and dont see myself but maybe its needed im young and foolish so why not let this be the time to try weird things with my look; so full-frontal bang welcome.

Italy, Italy, Italy!!!!!

for the last two years my heart has been set on going to Italy to study aboard, but for he last two year i was unable due to financial difficulties. now my heart has had some time to grieve this sad situation and although my heart still aches from the massive session of breaking i have somehow been more at peace with myself (hence why now that there is now some peace life find a way to remind me). its like a car you never knew existed and now you see it everywhere, or like a person you never met and now they are always around, that is Italy, i cant go through a week without seeing the word, hearing someone talk about it or any other way that information can be expressed. is it a sign? or just torment? i long for a place I've never been. all i can do is just sit and wait to see what the next year brings for me and hope Italy is somewhere in that equation.

New Semester!!!

i set up my classes to start later in the day and so far i have no job so it seemed like a breeze, until i have to add a difficult class for 8am and now am on the job search, i wish school was different. God please be with me this semester.

Exams

Today was an early one. Up at 7 to study. To some 7am isn't that early but any one who knows me knows I dont do early. My first exam wasn't as easy as I was hoping. With 2 exams left (one today and one tomorrow) all I can think about is sleep. Ahhhhhhh I want my mommy! !!!

New Year Wishes...

i have a couple of New Year Resolutions pending.
1. Personal relationship with God
2. Weight
3. School
4. personal goals, and dreams
5. etc..................

Sara Bareilles - King Of Anything

i love this song so much right now

missing home.

as finals week approaches all i can think of is home. all i want to do is sleep, eat and spend time with my family. i dont want to write papers, or take tests. God give me the strength and will power to end strong.

11/22/2010 New York, Day 2

first day in NY was pretty successful, day two started off amazing we were given a guided tour of the UN with a lovely girl who give great details and answered all questions. the UN was a wonderful place to be, i was inspired by all the projects and relief they offer all around the world. i would love to one day work for the UN or any kind of organization that helps others; i would love to do something good for the world. later that day we met at Grand Central Station for lunch. it was super nice, a fresh market and eateries on the lower levels. after lunch we boarded a train and headed for the MOMA. the MOMA, ahhh what to say...it was INTERESTING. not all of it was bad i loved some of the pieces, espcially MONET'S Waterlilies, and the screaming exhibit.
the rest of the day was spent all and about in NY, in the words of my mother "everything in New York is a show" i couldnt agree with her more, the subways, the streets, anywhere there are people there is bound to be a group of people performing and entertaining. i must say some subway performer are quite amazing. dinner and free time soon came to a close and i found myself back at the Y, loving my second day in the big apple.

new hair cut

(my exact sentiments)
i hate cutting my hair!!!! my hair doesn't grow fast at alllll, actually it takes forever to grow, my hair has been at the same length for 2 years now. i hate it, but my ends were shot to hell so i had to give in and cut it, i love the girl who did it she's great but why does it always seem that whoever cuts your hair always cuts to much.... you say one inch they cut 4;well i must embrace my slow growing hair because its here to stay:(

11/20/10-11/21/10, NEW YORK, Day 1

all excited and packed i boarded the bus for the 14-16 hour drive ahead of me. most of this bus ride was spent sleeping (uncomfortable sleeping at that). saturday night turned to sunday morning and we had arrived!!!!!!--in amish country... lol i was really expecting more, i wanted the town to be filled with bugys and people working; pretty much a scene from For Richer Or Poorer, freaturing tim allen and Kriste alley. well it wasnt, modern homes and the amish were living among the commoners:(
oh well a few hours there and back on the bus heading towards New York:) waking to honking and yelling is quite interesting but none the less i couldnt have been more happy to FINALLY arrive. New york was quite different than i remember, but still the same i guess; people everywhere, walking, driving, biking, rollerskating, you name it. we stayed at the "Y" (YMCA), supposedly modonna works-out there, idk if that's true but im sure she never spent a night there. the rooms were tiny!!!!!!! and so ghetto; but we were at the ♥HEART♥ of Manhattan and it was beautiful. across the street from central park one train ride from timesqaure, and countless other attractions. we unpacked and settled in, and headed for TIMESQUARE, we took our first train ride for the week and we were there, the lights, the people, the stores. i couldnt wait for the rest of the week, it was a great start to our trip. New York for a week, yay:)

my litle cousins painting.

she's amazing, at only 15. ahhhh i cant wait until i start painting. well actually i painted for the first time last night, super fun. totally ametur, lol even though my friends like it. this summer i plan on taking class so yay:)

love

things that make me happy